Just standing here an wanderin when I'll go. Nobody near me or by my side just here all alone. Dosen't matter where or how i go. Just matter's when so that i don't have to be alone. I wish life could be different for me. But now it might be coming to a end. It's to late to change me now. People all so happy, they don't even know. That, that i might go. Could be now could be later, God only knows when I'll go.

Every week we would go are separate ways. You go towards God, I walked away. Then we hung out on the weekend. We walked around and talked. I thought we had great times. Guess I was wrong. Because when I told you how I felt. Let's just say it was nothing I wanted to hear. Now everytime I see you I act all kool but that's not how I feel. They say opposites atract but I guess they were wrong.

I met this girl. We became great friends. I always knew there was more between us. Then it all fell apart one day. We started to fighting, it just never was the same again. Then I blew up in her face, tried of all the fights. She started to cry said that I'd never understand. I didn't find out why until it was to late. It's all his fault she's not here beside me. He had to leave her never saying goodbye too her. When I found out I felt horrible. I went to her but all I found were remains. Police say sudice. I knew I should have been there. Now I lost her my one true love. Because of him, one could say I hated him for what he did. Now I'm where she was 2 days ago. Alive and well about to end it all. I am depressed but I never could. So now I move on all alone with a new chapter.