Spill+my+Gutz+Poetry

Written by: TiFanii Larocque

Only You -headrush- my heart is pounding my lungs are collapsing im getting dizzy im lost without you out of controll with you i want to be yours forever -expiramentation- i trust you. take me on your amazing journey lets do it lets shoot up and snort it all baby get the ultimate high and trip balls my heart skips a beat everytime you smile im safe in your arms i am invincible to pain with you so light headed going to pass out all i dream of is you..

Your Suicidal Homicide crooked lines on a straight path to insanity. rivers of guilt and lost dignity flood the way. follow me to the never ending past, throw in your lucky coin, make your wish. stare into the black ball of firey lies. this mirror of hate will break on you, vengeful strangers will dawn on you. crooked lines on a straight path to insanity.. follow me to the future of death where the valley is only the whole in your head. mindless drones creep on you and your suicide. grim reapers are they? everyone who has lost you on the way.. will you awaken?

I am Everything i am a maze, all my twists and turns ...so lost but will you follow it through to the end? i am a kelaidascope, always changing...my colors are hypnotising i am a peom left unfinished, do you know how to end it?... did you read the beginning?.. i am a disease, ..only causing harm as i spread. can you handle it... can you stop me? i am in you're dreams, in you're imagination ..can you make me leave? ..do you want me too? i am a puzzle, ..the pieces are all there.. but some are backwards and upsidedown. imperfect... do you fix me?-

This Sickening Awareness today i was told i was loved. today i was told i was needed. they all say love is all a human needs to survive but today it didn't feel the same for reasons i can't quite explain, it didn't feel as good as it's reputation serves. and today was the hundreth time i could've believed it. today i was told i was lovely and told i was somebody's soulmate. they say everyone has one soulmate; the one you will be with forever, but whoever said you would find them? today didn't result in any feelings.. today i stood in the dark.. alone. sadly it felt warm. these beautiful spoken words of an old poem seemed only a broken record like a rainy day that never ends. today i was told i was one in a million. today i was told, without me he'd be nothing. but it's all the same words rearranged in a charming order, isnt it? today i was told everything i should want to hear and everything i wish i'd never heard to begin with. today i was told i have beautiful eyes. today i was told i would never hurt again.. and today was the hundreth time i could've believed it...

Rot i am the wind that sends chills to your spine and the curious noise as the wind howls in your half open window. because you're waiting for me... always waiting for me.. but i am the reason you're cold and so stern, and the solution to resolve it all .. but you're always doubtful of the situations i make for you, so doubtful and hurt. curled up in my devious thoughts, i am the water that will cleanse your darkness and i am the reason you have it to start. you are under my liver rotting with the rest of my insides and it kills you each time... each time that i drink you away.

The Truth Just Isn't as Pretty i wish i could tell you that everything is happy. i wish i could tell you love is everything you'll want it to be and so much more. i wish i could tell you there is always a happy ending. i wish i could tell you everything will be alright. i wish i could tell you bad stuff doesnt happen and the good always beats the evil. i wish i could tell you how beautiful you are even tho you dont see it. i wish i could tell you to have trust in others and that people are honest. i wish i could tell you so many lies... and everything was as nice as you.

Beautiful Stranger im alive and feel better than ever i love everything ive ever done cuz it lead up to this moment i am in love and i am in hate and its the best feeling i dont need anyone but id like to keep YOU you make me hurt and you make me smile the combination is inevitable oh god take me to your dark place where we can fight for the right to keep going take me to your bright place where all your inner thoughts are morbid and i laugh you make me laugh and tingle fingers inertwind we jump off this bridge of fate Yes! this is what this feeling is i hate to love and i love to hate and it makes me sane i dont know you but id like to keep you in my pocket is the note you wrote me i will throw it away but i will remember what it says because it makes me shiver and smirk never let it end...

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