THIS PART IS AL ABOUT ME , ME ,ME NOT U SO :-P lol |
my friends (the things and ppl who r allways thur 4 me) |
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hey ! so i am natasza ambre chehovich better known 2 the world as naughty natty or natty hmmmmmmmm wonder how i got that name lol ! i love 2 have fun w/ my friends ! new ppl r fun so im me if u found this and do not know me (aim ~ princessx101882) ! this site was created 4 u'r viewing pleasure lol jk jk jk ! lets tlk a lil more about this site though on hur u will find stories about me and my friends and some annonmous ppl no names mentioned 4 thur protection lol ! some of the thinks i have written thur really bad usually but they r a better way then i use 2 use 2 get the stress out but tell me waht u think ! o and lots of pics of my friends and me :-p ! now i got 2 tell u if u do not like fairies u can get out of my site cause the only thing hotter is boys making out :-*'s and luv from natty (wow i seem hyper and kinda normal and happy when i write but really i am a depressed person ) omg mad memz from this site my friends i was gonna delete some shit but it would hurt 2 much :'( |
k so i am the 2nd of 5 children i live w/ my mom and 3 younger sisters in auburn , ny ! ! my best friend is heather she roxs my soxz lol :-p ! my father is an asshole who i have not seen in awhile (luckily) my older sister stacey lives in Penn Yan i have not seen hur in over a yr either ! i love music , s8 boarding , writing , drawing !
poems by me
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if you really loved hur you would hace told her everyday
if you really cared about her she would not have wanted to die
if yoou ever hugged her she would never cry
if you did all this she wouldn'y be dead
lonely heart
i'm a lonelly heart
fragile buut not broken
fallen in love but hasnot spoken
afraid it will be taken as a token
for you to spend at any time
so i will stay a lonely heart
fragile but not broken
because fragile is better then broken
if you leave me
if you leave me i will cry
if you leave me i will want to die
if you leave me i'll try to die
if you leave me i'll go back with him
if you don't i'll love you
if you don't i'll hug you
if you don't i might leave you
tedddy bear
i use to hug you when i cried
but many years ago we said good bye
i'm crying hard now i really need you
it not fair teddy bear i love you so
why did mommy make you go
the crying gurl
she hated every1 and faked hur life away
buut she really felt nothing but fear
fear hur hur daddy truly did not luv hur like hur mother told her
fearing that hur mom would hit hur again
but she faked happiness to the world
even though she hated to play pretend
even when she was taken away
she lied to try and make it so she could fake again
a few year later she relized she could not live like this no more
she started to become less liked by others including hur best friends
but for once she was herself even though she was still not happy she no longer had 2 play pretend
now the girl was all grown up she went to find something in her mothers room
she found letters of love from hur father instead and some
from her sister who had left many years ago to and she relized it was not hur father ,sister ,and friends who had hurt her the most
but the one who was supposidly there for her her mother
forgotten
forgotten in this world we play just to show the others where ok
we dance and scream and party all night
just to show the others where all right
our parents scream at us day and night
we cry and scream in total freight
because we know no one will protect us tonight or anynight
we become our fake self with the morning light
we smile and play the part of being alright
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* heather * weed * jenn * booze * randy * ectasy * jared * heroine * josh * acid * niomi * sex * meg * taylor * meg * liz * becca * money * jeff * brendan * lottie * joe * heather * marissa * katie * joe * cindy * druugz * kristein * heather * casey * i'm 2 lazy & sick 2 write them now m/b l8'r like 11 2night i will write the rest |
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