Droplet from Heaven
There is a soul-
A cold spirit of
a weak body and
A war torn-mind.
A cold-hearted knight,
coming from a not so lucid war.
who had fallen into
The pits of hell searching
For the love-
A mystery
That can never
Be learned
BY the mind;
A captive soul in the heavens
Torn by two great powers.
Once saw a glimmering star-like dot
Coming from the heavens,
To the land of sin and hopelessness;
Following through the mist,
Searching for the object of mystery
Finding it floating above the flowers,
Sparkling, Glittering as the star dusts
And fairy dusts falling and floating around.
The simplicity of it captured
The knight's eyes - staring deeply
Then feels something that he
Had never felt before.
A hammering of a smith
In a not so tempered steel.
A steel that has been frozen
For so long - melted,
Just like a warmed candle wax;
As he tried to touch the droplet,
The heat of it slowly burned his fingers,
But he never pulled them back, he endured.
As Zephyr blew, the droplet flew away,
Just like a petal in a flurry.
But it never vanished from the eyes of him;
Unaware of dangers, his innocence.
He then followed fearlessly.
Through the rivers and mountains
Through the cold winter night...
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For My Only
For My Only
I love you. I love you more than anyone in the world. You mean the
whole world to me. I remember the first time I saw you. We became friends
for a time. There are times that I feel that I was never meant for you
inspite of my love for you. I never felt that I was ever enough for you.
You were so far away. I couldnt reach you. Youre so beautiful, smart,
modest, kind, caring. Everything a guy could ever dream of. You captured
my heart. Im imprisoned by everything that you are. As long as I can
remember. You have always been there for me. Yet Im not the guy who can
satisfy your heart. Im not the guy you've always dreamed of. There will
be the time that I will be so far away that I can no longer see you.
You were my first love and will be the last. The day that we walked by
the cathedral and I saw you, I felt Cupid's arrow pierced my heart. It
was such a kind shot. I never pulled out that arrow. Even if I want to,
I couldnt, it was stucked. As a day passes by,that arrow grow with my
heart. You were the one that I wanted to love in my whole life. I know it,
I felt it out... but I guess Im not the type of guy a beautiful girl
like you would ever learn to love. Curses! Curses to Cupid! Why did he
aim his bow at me? Why did he have to make me fall in love with you?
To me you were the perfect girl. Sweet, modest, kind, and irresistably
beautiful. I never felt that I was enough for you. I wish I were though.
You made me whole. You filled that empty space in my heart. Every single
day as I dream of you, that keep coming through my head. The thought
that I could never have you... The thought that I could never win your
heart. That I was never meant for you. Everyday, every second I wonder if
you ever felt the same way about me. If you have a special place for me
in your heart. If the time comes that I will be miles away from you,
I can no longer see you. I can no longer stare. Seeing you always brings
joy to this lonely heart. I see you in the beauty of God's creation. Im
amazed how He created such a wonderful person. I dont know why I am
writing this. Somehow it faces my heartaches. It helps me get through each
day. Thinking about you has always been enough. Thoughts of you always
remind me that the world isnt such a cruel place. That somehow there
are some goodness in this world. I didnt mean to fall in love with you. I
just did. I just cant help it. I love you because of you. I love you
because you're true. I love you for everything that you are. I love the
way you talk, the way you laugh, the way you express yourself, and most
of all is the way you smile. I dont know why and how. I just cant
explain what I feel when I saw you smiling that day. There isnt a single
word in the dictionary that could express what I feel. Everyday I keep
thinking about you, even if Im awake or walking down the street I would
daydream about you. Its stupid that everynight I hug my pillow real tight
wishing it was you in my arms and that I would never let go. Everynight
I stare at the ceiling of my room forever thinking of you and
whispering, hoping that you are alright and will have a very sweet dream. I just
want to see you happy, I dont want to see you sad so if you were to
fall in love, all I can say is take care, because if you fall in love with
the wrong person the pain is too much to bear. Im not saying that love
sucks, but the painful part is true. You see I ought to know... I fell
in love with you. I just wrote this letter to you because I needed to
tell you how I feel. I can sleep better at night knowing that you know.
If you want to know why I never had the courage to tell you. Its
because I think and accept that maybe being a friend is was my only place in
your heart. You deserve someone better than me, and if I told you any
sooner, I would have never enjoyed the experience of being your friend.
I didnt want to ruin that. I dont want to lose you. I never imagined
that we would be separating on our own ways and that I would be writing
this. Do you remember the day that I talked with you? I never told you
how beautiful you were that day. You were like an angel. One of my
dreams came true that day too, I saw you once more. I cherished every second
I was with you, my heart was beating faster and faster when I talked
with you. I never thought that my love for you would last this long. I
never knew that I would grow to love the girl that is a friend of my
friend. Its been really hard keeping it even for a short period of time,
but its even harder to say goodbye to someone you love. I just wanted to
tell you that I will never forget you and when you're sad and alone,
always remember that someone loves you and will always do. Someone that
will be with you no matter what will happen. You have a beautiful smile,
so keep smiling. I hope you'll not change. I dont know if Im ever gonna
see you again. One day if i meet my end, Ill pray to God if ever he
will give me a chance to live again... Ill choose this life again, the
life where I met you and loved you. Take care. Be yourself Ok?
Youll always be in my heart FOREVER...
take care alwayzz...:)
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The Only Gift That I Need
You'll be leaving for the winter but I'll concede that's true.
It's the right thing for you but its though to be moved with
the holiday spirit. And to tell you the truth, I had big
plans for Christmas and high hopes for you.
I want you here by my side, cold nights and fires and
white wine and dreams of holidays to come. But I'll wait
for spring to bring you to me. The only gift that I need.
I'll be leaving you off you're phonecalls and your letters and your
postcards, every single word is like a secret wish come
true. Well who cares if we're apart, for the big days..
It's the small ones that made me fall in love with you..
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It Feels More Like July
It Feels More Like July
Its yet to be determined, but the air is thick, and m hope is
feeling worn. Im missing home, and im glad you're not a part
of this. There's part of me that will be missed and the phone
is always dead to me, so I can't tell you the temperature
is dropping and it feels like it's colder than I ought to be in
March and I still got a day or two ahead of me 'till I'll be
heading home, into your arms again and the people here
are asking after you..
It doesnt make it easier to be away
I'd like to hire a plane I'd see you in the morning when
you're waiting. It feels more like July, there's pillows in there
cases, and one of those is mine. And you wrote the words
'I Love You' and sprayed it with perfume. It's better than
the fire is to keep this lonely room. It's warmer when
you're waiting...
It feels more like July..
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