i wasn't able to do anything for myself, i was always told what to do... Not by parents or family, but by friends. I fell in love once before, but my friends didn't approve. Life got hard at that moment, i was so unhappy, i didn't understand or know what i should do. So i turned into cutter, any pain was better then the pain i felt inside. Things didn't work out he left he couldn't handle the fact that i hurt myself. i remained friends with my old friends through that time, they saw everything i was doing and never tried to help, they knew that i was unhappy, because i wasn't able to choose between him or them. Things have changed, i have decided to leave my past behind Do u wanna know why i'm forgetting my past, because i've met someone new, someone i love with everything i have. No one is going to make me lose him, his name is JOJO, he is the most sweetest guy i have ever met. He is the reason i'm turning my life around, because i don't want him to go through wat everyone else had to go through when all that shit went down... Life can be hard, life can be a bitch, but all u HAVE TO REMEMBER is things change people change u can change! If u feel like your on top of the world, then the next day feel like the world is on top of u. Don't worry everything get worse before it gets better, if u don't believe that, then how u suppose to be able to keep your head up when life gets u down. |
