*nightmare* is anyone there, can anyone hear me, im crying for help but no one can help me, my tears are falling, im all alone but only in my head, i cant see anything, everything is dark and empty, what is going on, help me, save me from the dark, wake me up from this nightmare, hold my hand and tell me that everything will be alright, i feel a shock and open my eyes, you saved me from this nightmare, you saved me from my suicide

*love* love is hate, love is blind, love is everything you want it to be, love is the only thing that will save me from death, and all i want is for you to love me

im falling into myself, im falling onto the floor, im dying here because of you, you keep me here locked up, i cry for help but no one cares, maybe if i take my life you will see i wasnt ok

*one last time* my eyes are bleeding, my tears have turned into blood, i ask myself do i really want to go, i think about all the pain evryone put me threw and i said yes, i cut myself one last time, i run the water and i lay in it, the water starts to turn red, this is it im finaly doing it, i start to go, i take one last breath and wish i could tell you i love you one last time

*true* do you really love me, do you really care or were all the things you told me lies, you made me think you were the one, i wanted to be with you, when he told me the things you said i hoped they wornt true, i cryed for hours and thought about you, the way you looked in my eyes as you told me you loved me, the way you pressed up a genst me when we kiss, you told me that you would not hurt me and i hope your are true

*help me* help me as i fall, help me threw the night, help me see you here, help me disapiar

*my...* my love, my life, my soul, my mate, with out me i wouldnt be me

*freedom* locked in a cage, held agenst my will, you keep me here thats why i cry, cry for my freedom that i diserve, why do you do this to me, why do you try so hard to keep me from the world, you think that your helping me but your not your hurting me by keeping me from my self

*my everything* you dont have to worry, you know i care, i'll always be there, you are my everything, you are my hope, you are my faith, your there to wipe away my tears, your there to fight away my fears, you are my everything

*you* you been there for me scince day one, you were there when i needed you the most, you showed me what it is to love, you showed me what it is to live, your my life, your my hope, if you wornt here i wouldnt be here

*ignored* ignored by everyone...... thats what i am, who gives a fuck if im here or dead....., i know no one cares about me......, they act like im not even here... so if i die today what would you do...., ....cry when its too late, say you wish i didnt go...., now you know you shouldnt ignore someone you say you love

*sickness* i look at world around me and i wonder why am i here, i have people that care but im always depressed, its like a sickness, people tell me to be happy and smile but i cant because of my sickness, it takes over, i think that the cuts will help and they do, but all i need is for someone to care to talk to me, i just want someone to tell me that they love me and when he does maybe i wont be suck with the sickness

*drug* when ever im depressed all i can think about is the blade cutting threw my skin, i get hight off of it, it makes my happy it makes me feel alive, i hear all the yelling in my head and so i turn to my drug, yeah i know its not a pill or anything but its my pill my drug to happyness.

*pretty girl* everyone looks at her and says such a pretty girl, but they dont seam to hear her hedan crys, she trys to be perfect she just wants them to care, they dont see her scars scars of uglyness, they thinks shes happy but deep down shes not, they dont know about the night the night she would cry wishing to die, all she wants is for them to see that shes not a pretty girl.

i look at my ankle and see death carved into my skin, i see the blood draining from my veins, im slowly dieing but only in my mind, im crying for help befor i take my life, death is so sweet such a sweet peaceful thing, one day it will come for me and all my pain will end

*broken heart* broken heart thats all i had, torn apatr and cut into peaces, my heart was broken and empty, my heart was black and cold, nothing could help but to see the blood come from my arm, but then you came, you came into my life and fixed my broken heart, you filled my empty heart and filled it with love, my heart is now warm and not cold, i hope i dont have to say goodbye to you and hello to my broken heart.

*goodbye* the blad is deep in my arm, this is the last time i will cry, im falling onto the floor, im falling into myself, i will not be her anymore, i wont feel this pain ever agin, i think to myself if i go would you care, would you cry one little tear, im doing this because of you, you make me hate life, you made me cry all those nights, so now im going and i just wasnted to say goodbye

*love me for me* you tell me you want me to be happy, you say that you care, why do you do this to me, why dont you care, your supose to be my mom, i want you to be my friend, someone i can come to when i need you the most, not to tell me i fucked up, not someone to tell me that everything i do is wrong, i dont want you to tell me that i wont be good enough, that i wont make it in this life, i wish you could just love me for me

just a slit of the wrist and it can all go away, just a thing of pills can take away the pain, thats all i have to do and it can all be over, should i hang myself and hope it kills me, what if i just lay in a tub full of water and hold my breath for ever, thats all i think about, what could i do to end this life, but today i chose not to just so i can be with you

*thoughtless* i keep my thoughts locked up inside, i try to hide what im fealing deep inside, just a pen and paper thats all i have, it helps me from not cumiting suicide, some think im crazy some think im weird, they see the cuts on my arm and they talk, they dont know why i do it, they dont know about all the nights i cryed, they dont know why i would wish i would die, they dont know me so why would they care if i lived or died.

*one last tear* one last tear she will cry, one last tear befor she dies, no one will miss her, no one at all, she'll miss you, she hopes you'll miss her too, dont cry when shes dead and gone, think about all the times ya'll had, all the things ya'll shared, think about all the dreams ya'll made, will you come to see her at her grave, dont be sad shes gone to a better place, no more pain, no more tears, just be happy because you know she is

*alone* she sits in class all alone, shes asking her self why, why dont they want to be her friend, is it because of her scars, or is it because she wants to die, she knows their talking about her so she digs her nails deep into her skin, she trys so hard not to cry, she trys so hard so they cant see that shes sad, they think that she wants to be alone, but all she wants is for someone to talk to, she is sick of being alone

she use to crawl in a corner and cry, cry her sole away, no one could help her, no one could understand, just a razor blade thats all she had, in the corner so dark and scary where she would cut her life away, while thoughts filled her mind, she would cry for help but her crys could not be heard, she would cry her self to sleep, her crys were like lullabys filling the night, while she cryed she asked her self why...., why am i here..., here to be alone..., should i go..., should i just die.., is this it..., should i do it one last time...