My life is very complicated and somewhat dark. It is not "normal" or "ordinary" in any sense. Since I was young, I haven't had much to do with my parents, or anyone else aroound me for that matter. Many people call me crazy and say that I've lost my mind, but that's just their interpretation of me. In my opinion, I am just being myself and the "Craziness" that people see in me is just my way of being normal. The world itself is crazy so how is there any possible sense of craziness at all? After all, crazy is becoming more and more normal every day. My advice to you is this, do not criticize pothers for their way of living, it is their choice and if you have a problem with it, then do not associate with them. Just mind your own business and go about your life as you would if you had never met them. The world is a crazy place, there is much diversity among us, you are different from others just as they are different from you.

This column is dedicated to advising others in their areas of problem. This month's topic is Depression. Depression is nothing to be proud of. It's also nothing to joke around about. When someone is depressed, it's serious. There's usually a fairly good reason although there are times when the reasoning for a person's depression is bogus. Personally, I get depressed quite often, however I have reasons. My main reason is the way people treat me both at school and at home. This column isn't about me though. This column was designed to help other people and give other people advice. My advice to those who think they're depressed because their best friend ditched them at homecoming, that's not why you're depressed.....in fact you're not even really depressed, you just miss hanging out with your friend, that's all it is. To those who think they're depressed because their pet died, you're just upset and you didn't want it to happen, that's not depression either. Don't kid yourself! Don't tell yourself that you're depressed over stupid shit like that! Real depression comes from being neglected your whole entire life by those around you and all you want to do is just be loved by ONE person at least.....you just wish that one person would care about you but it seems like no one does and no one ever will. Real depression comes from having every one around you tease you and make fun of you because you're different, or you don't have nice things like them because you and your family cant afford those things. Real depression is feeling like no one loves you......not being sad or upset or angry because your friend ditched you at prom.